Inducted into The Amanda Project: 09.14.2011
Awww, wow, thank you thank you thank you!!!!! :D
Thanks :). Nothing really _happened_, I'm just really overwhelmed with everything right now. I don't feel like I'm understanding anything in my classes, and I'm one of those people who has to have perfect scores in every subject. Most of my teachers are terrible, I spend all my time doing homework, and it's like I never have time for anything anymore. Plus my friends are all getting into little fights, and there's a bunch of drama, and they're all telling me how they don't like this other girl in the group, like they expect me to do something about it, and I'm really just sick of it. And cheer is losing it's novelty, because I don't feel like I fit in with the other girls. And I'm moving houses, so my parents are being kind of uptight and having really high expectations that I don't feel like I can keep up with. And last, I hardly ever see my best friend anymore, who I would normally be telling all this crap too. It feels like he doesn't care anymore, which I'm sure isn't true, it's just me telling myself that. I think I'm being dramatic about it, but I just...can't deal with stress at all. I literally spend all day trying not to cry because it's just over my head right now. And the stupid thing is, nothing even happened. It's all inside my head. Sorry that's so long. :/
Beautiful. Amazing. Gorgeous. You, m'dear, are a _phenomenal_ poet, you're really just amazing.