Lights, Camera…Confession!

by Callie Leary on 07.02.2010

45 Responses

Thanks to all helpful things you guys said, I was feeling in much better spirits as I got ready for the big commercial shoot.

But we got there late as usual that afternoon of the big commercial.  One word: Hal.

We passed through an empty office on our way out to the newly renovated playground. Standing in a sort of semi-circle were the usual suspects—Barbara and another office aide whose name I can never remember, a few mentors, and a couple of kids.

And standing in the middle of the semi-circle, armed with a Leica on a tripod and a boom mic, was Kyle Farn.

He was giving stage directions to a couple of people I didn’t recognize. Kyle looked really official and in charge. I halfway expected him to break out one of those black and white slate boards and shout, “Action!” But when he caught sight of us, he froze. After a heartbeat I heard him say, “Why don’t we take a break for a few minutes? Thanks.”

Hands dug deep in his pockets, Kyle sauntered over to us, hardly raising his head to make eye contact.

“What’re you guys doing here?” he asked.

“We’ve been volunteering here for weeks now,” Nia said. “Barbara told us a friend of ours was shooting this commercial, but we thought—”

We’d all been holding out hope that Amanda would be the one behind the camera, as unlikely as that  was. Never one to wallow on what might have been, Nia leapt into action. “So, you’re shooting this commercial? How are you doing that, exactly?”

Kyle shrugged a shoulder. “My dad works at Orion Public Access. He said if I shot a promo, he’d run it. Noah’s been volunteering here for over a year, and he’s always complaining about lack of funds, not enough volunteers…So I thought, you know, I could help him out by making a commercial. I’m actually pretty good,” he said, his voice defiant.

“But where’d you get this stuff?” I pointed to the camera. “Did you get that from your dad, too?”

But in that moment I answered my own question.  Taking a second look at the camera, I saw the words, “Property of Endeavor” written on the camera. Then I suddenly flashed back to the flyer I’d seen posted on the same day that I’d run into Kyle in the hallway—the flyer that said equipment was missing from the A/V room.

Kyle must have recognized the understanding dawning on my face, because he turned bright red. “It isn’t what you think,” he said quickly, lowering his voice. “I wasn’t going to keep it. I just wanted to borrow it long enough to shoot the commercial.” We must have looked unconvinced, because Kyle blundered on. “You don’t know how it is for some of these kids.  They don’t have anybody.  If we can get people to spend some time here, or do something great for the kids like take them to a concert…”

He clammed up then, but he’d already said enough. I mean, we’re not stupid. Nia and I exchanged significant looks, but Hal was the one who spoke up, keeping his voice low. “You got those tickets for Noah and his kids, didn’t you? You took them from Heidi.”

Kyle nodded his head. “You know Heidi Bragg has everything, and that concert meant so much to the twins. And besides.” His expression hardened. “Heidi had it coming after what she made me do with that whole Spirit of Endeavor thing. Payback, you know?”

Well, I couldn’t argue with that, but Nia—who could probably argue with the entire Supreme Court bench—could. “But you can’t just take things from people, Kyle. You’re not Robin Hood,” Nia said.

Kyle sighed. “I know. But listen. You guys are friends with Amanda, right? She was all about doing the right thing. So maybe I shouldn’t have stolen those tickets—or “borrowed” the camera equipment—but I’m doing a good thing. You know? I mean, don’t you think Amanda would say the ends justify the means?”

We took a good look around. Ok, the fence had been recently painted, and yeah there were a lot fewer weeds now, but the playground equipment was old—one of the three swings was missing, the rope ladder was missing some rungs, and the rusted metal slide was too hot to use whenever it got warm.  And I’d heard Nia say that there were a lot more kids needing mentors than there were mentors to go around.

Finally, Kyle cleared his throat. “Look, just don’t say anything. I’ll return the equipment, I promise. Just let me do this. Please.” He gave us a pleading look. “Catch you later?”

He didn’t wait for a response. He went back to the camera, leaving us to stare after him, dumbfounded. Kyle Farn had stolen Heidi’s Lady Gaga tickets. We could safely scratch Amanda off this suspect list once and for all.

But something Kyle said has been pricking at me all day. He said Amanda would have approved of what he’d done, because the ends justify the means.

Do you think that’s true? Is it ever right to do something that’s wrong?

45 responses

  1. izzap2

    It’s not always right, but I think perhaps just for ths time….
    On a different subject, does anyone else apart from me have a hunch that the other helper might be connected in some way to Amanda? Thats just a hunch, so it’s probably wrong… and completely off subject but you know, thats what people say, right?

    • LittleStar

      It’s totally something Amanda wiuld say.

      • izzap2

        Sorry, I just ranted.

        • AllieK

          It is something Amanda would say, not sure if she would have approved of the stealing though. Maybe she would have.  And I agree with izzap2, I get the feeling that Amanda might be connected to Kyle in some way that he’s not saying.

          • invisible

            ok agree with all of you = ).
            if Amanda would of agreed with this , yes , defetently yes (i think). Like kyle said heidi had it coming and she has everything she wants, but these kids certaintly dont.
            remember when you were small like 5-6 you would want somthing so bad, but either your parents said no or didnt have enough money how you would feel!
            these kids probably had a dream come true.

            i think this situation was ok and that it was ok to do somthing wrong.
            but if you do somthing wrong and dont have a good intension to do with what you did wrong well its just wrong, but kyle did the right thing (according to me ), he did somthing wrong but had a good entension in the end. this makes it = .

            -invisible- =) , <3

            • RRRules

              I don’t generally agree that the ends justify the means, but I guess it’s not too bad in this case. I think AV would say this.
              Back to the matter at hand: What do we now know? Kyle stole the tickets. Kyle’s shooting the commercial.
              But what does this do for us? How does this bring us closer to finding AV? Any ideas?

              • izzap2

                I meant that when Callie said
                “Standing in a sort of semi-circle were the usual suspects—Barbara and another office aide whose name I can never remember, a few mentors, and a couple of kids.”
                the other office aide… but still probably off subject.

                • trumpetgirl

                  I think Amanda would have said that quote, and probably approved of borrowing the camera, but I’m not so sure about the stealing of the tickets. Obviously Heidi wouldn’t have given them to Kyle, but there were probably other ways to get them. But maybe I’m just saying what I approve of, not necessarily what Amanda would approve of.

                  “The end justifies the means” is a phrase which means that, if you have a goal, it does not matter how you reach it, as long as you reach it. For example, say that your goal is to get an A on a test. If you believe that the end justifies the means, cheating on the test to get the A does not matter to you. All that matters is that you got the A. I don’t really agree with this exact situation, but in some cases, you might have to try something you normally wouldn’t think to do if you want to reach your goal.

                  I am quite glad, however, that we pieced together another little part of the puzzle, now we know who stole the tickets. (And this is just a little thing I’m pointing out, but isn’t it quite ironic that Kyle was hanging up flyers for the missing AV equipment that HE stole?)

                  • invisible

                    RRRules i agree with you were does this bring us too .

                    all these thing are bring us to a dead end.  whos IT? wheres Amanda? whats amandas goal ? is she really missing ? is she hiding? is she involved with callies moms dissaperence ? did the same thing happen too her too? so many question and no where too find them !! dead end !!!
                    DEAD END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
                    did we go off some how?, did we miss somthing? did we just go all wrong on this and went in the wrong trail? so many questions. so many !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
                    IT SEAMS LIKE A DEAD END !!!!!!!!!!!!11
                    im lost .

                    - invisible - = ) <3

                    • izzap2

                      hmmm… *sings*  sweet sweet irony!

                      • RRRules

                        trumpet: the saying doesn’t refer to meeting your goals. It refers to doing something right by doing something wrong. For example, take Robin Hood, like brought up before. The end result was he gave to the poor. He did this by stealing. Those who think that the end justifies the means think that it’s okay that he stole, since it was for a good reason.
                        I think one of the original examples of this is in Prophets, the Book of Samuel. A man, Eli, had two wives; Hannah and Penina. Penina had 10 sons, Hannah none. Penina would mock Hannah so she would pray harder for children. Penina was later punished because she thought that the end would justify the means.
                        (Not trying to get all religious here, don’t worry.)

                        • EllaMarie

                          What Kyle said about Amanda, it makes me think that he was a friend of hers too. A guide, maybe.

                          • ICUPEEKING

                            I think in certain situations, like this one, there are exceptions to do something right even when it involves something wrong. But I don’t believe we are at a clear dead end yet. I mean, ya, we didn’t get the easy solution we wanted- but when is anything that easy when we are dealing with Amanda? I think we really need to take a better look at Kyle (like some have you have said- Kyle doesn’t seem to be telling all that he knows). Callie, Nia, and Hal are there for a reason, I think we all need to look a bit harder to find out what that reason is. I think Callie, Nia, and Hal should deffinitly look at Kyle some more.

                            • BlueRoseGrey

                              It really depends if the end justifies the means… i mean, i kind of agree with that statement and don’t agree… you know? but i think it IS okay to do something wrong in the name of right. I mean, look at what Amanda has done—she’s chalked the car, just to bring us all together, she’s gone out of her way to put clues out there for us, including drawing in a library book (yes, i know that’s not bad), but you get my point. It is okay in my opinion to do something that is wrong if it turns out to be the right thing in the end. The end justifies all means…

                              • ThursdaysLove

                                Personally, I think Amanda is playing Robin Hood. She was a fan of classics after-all. Steal from the rich and give to the poor. So play along with me for a moment? If this were Robin Hood, then I’m guessing that “the rich” are Amanda’s motives for leaving, which I don’t think was her own choice. Like if she was being FORCED to do stuff. But we’re the poor and whatever she stole from the rich she’s giving to us. Maybe the clues? Maybe the clues are not only leading us to what Amanda is going after (or getting away from?). So then what would that make the means?

                                Sorry. I don’t think that made any sense, but for anyone who DID understand it, any suggestions? by the way, I agree with you BlueRoseGrey and everyone who thinks that Amanda did something wrong for the right and that the end DOES justify the means.

                                • Milana

                                  The ends never justify the means.  Stealing is always wrong.  Amanda and I argued over that a lot.  I’m not saying I don’t steal, but I always give it back in pristine condition.  As long as Kyle is careful, I don’t mind about the A/V equipment.  The tickets were just wrong, although seeing those happy kid’s faces would have been great.

                                  • marycaulf

                                    No!!!!!!

                                    • AllieK

                                      Oh my bad izzap2 didn’t know you were talking about them.  I still think Kyle has some more information, but I get the feeling that maybe Barbara knows something too.  Not sure about the office aide, mentor and the other kids but maybe Amanda worked there and she knew them

                                      • EllaMarie

                                        Stealing is always wrong. Like, if it would be wrong if someone just wanted a sweater from a store. And they stole it, because they didn’t have enough money, or something. But, would it be wrong, if that same someone stole it because of a purpose? You can’t exactly “borrow” a sweater from a store. Especially, if it has one of those round, beige, security things.

                                        • lil*dezray

                                          *the ends justify the means*
                                          let’s take an in depth look at this saying shall we?(since I’m not exactly familiar with it)

                                          the ends - ok, well that part’s easy enough. You see it ofen enough at the end of a book. The End. That means the book’s over. Lets say you’re running in a race and you reach the finnish line. you’ve reached the end of the race. let’s say that your writing some stupid English paper on the different types of punishments they had during the Renaissance period. and you finnaly finnish typing up the last couple words in your conlusion. you’ve just ended your paper.

                                          thing is, not all endings are the same. the book you just read could have a happy ending or a real crappy one. you might have finnished the race,but did you finnish in 1st place like you planned? and to me, Renaissance history is one.big.yawn. what if i made my paper sound too dull? what if i dont get the grade i thought i deserved??

                                          *justify - here’s the definition i found in the dictionary:

                                                  “To show a satisfactory reason or excuse for something done.”

                                          so basically, you’re backing up the reason for the ending of your story.Kyle stole three Lady Gaga concert tickets and “borrowed"some filming equipment from Endevor High. But he justified that it was all right to do so, since his reasons were for a good cause.

                                          *the means - this one’s a little harder. i think its talking about the way you do something. like when it’s your first day at a new school and you can see the popular girls staring at you from across the hall. let’s say one of the girls smile at you. beware: is it a nice,warm,welcomy kind of smile? or is it more the frosty, ok-newbie-here-are-the-rules-this-is-my-turf-GOT-IT?-type of smile? the way she did it makes all the difference.

                                          so the way i see it, Kyle needs to watch what he does. his justification is good: he just wants to help some kids. but if he isn’t careful with the way he plans to acheive that goal,the ending to his story is gonna be real sticky,whether or not Callie,Nia and Hal decide to turn him in. the law is the law,and Kyle’s broken it. he seems like an ok guy. but he needs to play his cards right. just saying.

                                          • lil*dezray

                                            wow. i officially broke my record for writing too much. WHY CAN’T I JUST WRITE DOWN A FEW GOOD SENTENCES LIKE A NORMAL PERSON??! im real srry if i bored any of you guys. i just get all these ideas going on in my head and then i really wanna rite them all down at the same time but i can never seem to do that without writing a freaking essay…im doing it again.ok.yeah.im done.srry =)

                                            • izzap2

                                              You don’t need to freak out, sometimes it takes a while to explain the simplest of things. Imagine explaining… to an alien how to make a sandwich. A alien who doesn’t know what bread is. or… how to open a fridge or something.
                                              (Yeah, pretty weird, but we had to do it in ICT when we were computer programming)

                                              • marina7

                                                Kyle must know something since he said something that Amanda would have said. Maybe be knows more than we think he does. And how does he know that Amanda would have approved of what he said? There has to be some kind of connection.

                                                • stef_stone

                                                  I’m honestly not surprised it is Kyle… he has always been involved in this in a weird way. It’s strange that most everything we do regarding Amanda leads us back to Kyle. Anyways… I think that the end does justify the means. Kind of a cynical view, I know, but it makes sense to me.

                                                  • atllvr123

                                                    In this case, I don’t think that the end justifies the means. Kyle could have explained the situation to the A/V club. They might have let him borrow the equipment. He also could have had a fundraiser. As for the Lady Gaga tickets, that was just stealing. Kyle could have looked online for something cheap and fun for his brother to do with his “little brothers.”

                                                    By the way, do any of you think that Kyle could be IT? could have been a nickname Amanda had for him.

                                                    • izzap2

                                                      interesting theory… perhaps Callie should ask him.
                                                      thing is, I can only see one problem. Who’s nickname is IT?
                                                      Hang on; Perhaps this is something to do with a wrinkle in time…?
                                                      are there any characters with the initials IT?
                                                      or am I just being stupid?

                                                      • L.K

                                                        she must have one wild amgination! so she probably knew someone was after her, and instead of worring about it so much she let her creative amagination flow so that she could always be happy when times arn’t going so smoothly-no?
                                                        i think that this is the only real logical reason why…..(no affence)...........


                                                          i know this has to do w/ the yellow brick road-but i couldnt comment over there so i did it here instead-ha ja ha ha lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!never mind you cud ignor this ......that is if you hadnt read “the yellow brick road one”....lol!

                                                        • marina7

                                                          And, I just realized, the end doesn’t justify the means. I agree with atllvr123

                                                          • AlexInvisible

                                                            Hmmm. An age old question.
                                                            If you did something wrong to do something right, are you sure you really did something right after all?
                                                            I know I’m being cryptic, that’s the best I can explain it though.

                                                            • dem_94

                                                              I never think the ends justify the means. Kyle did help out the kids and Heidi is a spoiled brat, but stealing is still stealing no matter how you look at it. The kids do need some help, but why couldn’t Kyle have organized a car wash or some other way to raise funds? There’s lots of ways to make underprivlaged kids happy without breaking the law.

                                                              I’m not so sure Amanda would have agreed with Kyle She would have definantly found some way to help these kids, but she was never a theif. I’m sure Amanda would have used that creative mind of hers to find another to get those kids concert tickets.

                                                              • izzap2

                                                                Thats a good point…

                                                                • Milana

                                                                  Little kid’s talk.  It’s one of the defining rules of being young.  What if one of them blabs near a Heidi crony and Heidi goes after them?  Then they could get in trouble, or Kyle will get in trouble.  Once everyone believes Kyle’s a theif, it’s only natural they’ll suspect him of all local crimes (like stealing the A/V equipment).

                                                                  • Milana

                                                                    I noticed this a while ago, but has anyone mentioned A/V could equal A.V which equals Amanda Valentino?

                                                                    • izzap2

                                                                      Yes… but I think it’s just a coincidence. Kyle didn’t steal them just beacause they were AV equipment, and there must be some reason… but, there is no reason.
                                                                      sorry to rain on your parade.

                                                                      • invisible

                                                                        Alyxtiaz you could be seriously right. kyle could be the 4 guide its like almost positive. it would make sense because he practicly said he knew amanda like that like hal , nia ,and callie do.and i remember we were trying to figure out who could be a 4 guide and most of us said it had to be boy because 2 girls and 1 boy is not = so kyle is like i think a guide

                                                                        • ThursdaysLove

                                                                          That does make some pretty good sense. But I’m curious as to what Amanda saw in him, ya know? Each of the known guides have a certain secrets or selecive personality, so what would be kyle’s? For example: Callie and the issue with her mom. Amanda took that into their friendship and tried to make Callie open up and such. I repeat… Why Kyle?

                                                                          • RRRules

                                                                            Thursday: Why Hal? Why Nia? We don’t know much about them either; there could be a reason for AV to pick Kyle.

                                                                            • mari

                                                                              im sorry this is random, im new to this, but what happened with callie and lee?

                                                                              • trumpetgirl

                                                                                Milana, I like your idea. And I just realized something. IT could stand for information technology (as we’ve said before), and A/V stands for audio/video. They both have to do with technology, but I’m not sure if there is meant to be a connection there. It’s just interesting really.

                                                                                • izzap2

                                                                                  perhaps Amanda has left a picture or photoas a clue? or a media file?
                                                                                  I would suggest looking at the computer again…
                                                                                  because when Nia looked at it last time, she was noly looking at the names… are there any media files?
                                                                                  Images… videos… perhaps microsoft word documents?

                                                                                  • ICUPEEKING

                                                                                    I think you are on to something trumpetgirl and izzap2, Amanada could definitley have left more clues in the computer system.  Maybe IT stands for the name of a computer file as well…..

                                                                                    • ThursdaysLove

                                                                                      I like the media files suggestion. There could be a 100 more clues that we’re missing. For all we know, there could be pictures of the 4th guide or the mysterious IT. Maybe we should get Cornelia to break into ALL of the computer that most techy people can’t. and @RRRules
                                                                                      Nia: having a brother in the spotlight
                                                                                      Hal: the fact that he’s changed?

                                                                                      • AlexInvisible

                                                                                        I’d like to be an idealist here and say that OF COURSE the end never justifies the means…
                                                                                        but I can’t.
                                                                                        So here’s what I decided:
                                                                                        As long as what you are doing doesn’t actually hurt anybody, and you repair whatever damage you caused, and if the end result is something that isn’t necessarily good for YOU, but rather someone else, then it’s okay.
                                                                                        Now, I’m not saying stealing cars or whatever is alright, (read the rules above), but if the circumstances are right… well, there might be certain exceptions.

                                                                                        • Tearsa98

                                                                                          u all make sence and u all seem to be right, but u have to look back and figure out what u have learned and what u know about Amanda, and u have to think like the author and u have to know how she thinks… i mean u all are helping to create the next book and find Amanda…...i mean there are clues hidden within the invisible i book… figure them out , learn how they connect with the bigure picture..and only then will u find out where Amanda is or what she wants From Calli(e) ,Nia ,and Hal
                                                                                          There is my responce for all who r joined in the search 4 Amanda.

                                                                                                        ~Te@ Rz@ (Tearsa)

                                                                                          • Conversegirl7

                                                                                            “for the greater good” hurt one help 100 why not? no… i disagree and agree… in a situation like kyle had maybe he wasn’t so far off the mark.. but would amanda approve… after that last summer i don’t know how she couldn’t… she’d be a hypocrite nto too…

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