I Guess This is Goodbye…?

All right. I’m going to be bitterly, bitterly honest when I say this: I really only liked TAP back when I first joined last summer, and there were still people active on here constantly.

I stumbled in feeling lonely because I didn’t have any friends at my new school (I still don’t) and this site was a sight for sore eyes like you wouldn’t believe. I’d been on other sites like this one before, but none were as fun or accepting as this. I am still surprised that anybody bothered to read some of the stuff I posted here. Particularly those awkward love scene experiments. Gahhh.

But about in the middle of the school year, I noticed a change. People weren’t commenting as much anymore. I couldn’t have these long-as-hell conversations with ten people anymore. But I applaud missparkles and Mary Dee for staying on longer and commenting on my every whim. You made great slaves friends.

But even those two kind of faded away after a while. (I managed to keep in touch with Dee on DeviantArt, and MissP comes on occasionally…) AngelofMusic popped up for a while, but she too faltered. So by the time I saw the message on here saying that TAP was ending, as much as I hate to say it, I wasn’t all that upset. Shocked and afraid my stuff was going to be gone forever, but not upset. I didn’t want to leave you guys either, but the spark was gone. It’s weird and difficult to explain, but that’s the gist of it. I don’t want to go, but if I got my wish I know I wouldn’t be happy here.

You can find me pretty much anywhere always under Miri Fern. (Though at the rate my newest obsession is ravaging my brain, if you do find me I will likely be very changed. DAMN YOU GENE RODDENBERRYYYYYY-!!!) Heck, just Google search me, I have all sorts of crap you can find me through. So don’t despair, my silly obsessive teeny boppers, I shan’t be gone forever. Nor will I delete this account, but you knew that already. And I shall stay until the end so you sillies can hold my hand. Or hold Maestro’s, though I’m not sure he’d like that.

Goodbye! waves handkerchief

-Miri Fern