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Remember Texting Late At Night ?
Saying The Sweetest Things That Could Make My Heart Skip Two Beats & Smile In Responce.
Remember The Tight Long Hugs?
That Gave Me The Feeling Of “Everythings Going To Be Okay.”
Remember The Kisses We Shared?
The Ones That Lasted For A Short Moment But Within In Those Seconds .. Nobody Was Higher On Top Of The World Then I Was..
Or That One Star We Stared At In Silence ?
& How I Glanced At You Gazing & Looked At The Star & Wished “Please Be Mine”
Remember You Parents Wedding ?
When We Played Truth Or Dare & I Kissed You On The Cheek For The First Time
Or When We Walked Around The Block Talking For Hours?
& I Felt Bad & Thought I Talked Sooo Much .. But You Listened To EVERYTHING..
Remember Sitting In Your Front Yard With Your Little Cousing Eating Icecream ?
You Looked At The Sky Silently & Looked At The Sky & Said Sweetly “Its Beautiful” As I Sat There In Your GAP Jacket..
Remember You Watching Me Cry When They Put My Dog Down ..
Or Me Watching You Cry When They Put Down Three Of Yours ..
You Were My World .. Pause (Sigh) Still Are ..
I’d Give Anything To Be In Your Arms Again ..
Just For The Reassurance That You Still Cared.
One Kiss .. One Hug .. One WHOLE Conversation.
iThink Of When You Say “Bye.” So Easily If It Hurts Me As Much As It Does You .. But I Think It Over & Let A Deep Breath Out Because iKnow It Doesnt .
You’ve Moved On .. Without Any Warning .. That’s What Hurt The Most.
Now I Think To Myself Late At Night ..
“Do You Ever Think Of The Memories ..”
“Did You Ever REALLY Have Feelings For Me..”
“Was It Your Intention To Hurt Me..” :
iCant Look At You .. I Cant Talk Or Text You Without Crying .. I Dont Think You Understand How Much You Meant To Me .. & You Probably Never Will .. You Dont Understand .. What I Went Through .. You Dont Understand How Much It Hurts To Know I Went Through So Much To End Up Were I Started ..
If I Pour My Heart Out To You .. You STILL Wont Understand .. Your Perspective Will Still Be One-Hundred & Ten Percent Diffrent .. i Can Honestly Say I Still Love You , You Can Forget A First Love Easily .. & I Hope You Know I Want The Best For You .. & I Want You Happy .. Even if It Mean Im Dying