love? is it even real?

8 responses

1. Deleted. 07.01.2012

   A person that truly loves you, will never let you go, no matter what the situation. <3

   why i liked him:
   -he cared about me
   -he liked me
   -i could trust him with my secrets
   -he was ‘my protector’
   -i would find myself smiling thinking of him
   -he gave me a reason to live
   -he was my future <3
   -he caught me when i fell
   -he thought i was cute :3

   MOVING
   

   • is going to move to canada in 4 years :D i cant wait! it gets me outta this family which i hate so much. ****** was the only reason i was still alive and now that he dosent like me/care about me i have NO reason at all to stay here. so im saving up my money for me and **** so far i got $110.00 but by the end of the year i will have alot more and he is getting a job soon :)

05/20/2012
i lied to him, i told him i was 14 when really im still 13. we got into a fight, he didnt know how he was sopose to trust me let alone love me. because of the fight i will always know he deserves better than i liar like me.
later he messaged me saying he fell in love with me! it dosent matter my age im still the same person.

PROMISED:
+he would lose his v-card to me and i promised mine to him.
+that he would not break my heart if we date/meet.
+he will kiss me if we date/meet.
+he wont get drunk and risk losng his v-card to some random girl.


ITS FUNNY! how… i thought he loved me. i thought i had a chance to have a future with him. i thought my life would be perfect but… that only happens in books!!! im glad i didnt beat my self up over my break up[ with him but… i wish i did.
but… how could i? i had an angle recue me. he told me he loved me and that he will never leave me like **** did.
ITS FUNNY! how i trusted this angle so fast.

what do u guys think?

do you think i should trust this angle? do you think he will stay true to his words? do you think i will have a future WITH HIM? do you think i found the ONE?


2. HappiSt.Cloud 07.02.2012

   Oh, honey, you’ve had it tough. I think in this situation I would find a friend (Like a certain angel) and hold on, try and recover. Darling, I wish you the best, because I know what it’s like to lose someone you love. And believe me, you will alway have something to live for. Good luck, honey. Keep me updated.
   

3. Bambi 07.05.2012

   Nothing comes from early relationships like this in general. It’s what you do with it that counts and the exsperiance that you gain is what makes it worth it. That way when you find the one, you’ll know. Take it from someone that’s been there. I’m going to be a junior this year, and half way through being a freshman Istarted to date this guy,and he was my first boy friend. He took advantage of that fact and he turned out to be a total creep.
   

4. Bambi 07.05.2012

   (Con. They use to cutt off comments at a certain point, so just incase posting this in two) turns out that he had gone out with half of my friends that were from our school. He had even cheated on several of them, and worst, etc. Eventualy he all most when to jail for sexual assalt during a class. Which was bad for me cause the victum was the sister of this guy that asked me to homecoming. And i didnt like him and didnt wind up going out with him or any thing, but it was my ex, going after his older sister. So things can be bad, its a crule world, but its life exspirances that make us who we are. I know that im better off with out him, and that i sure as h*** deserve better than any guy like that. And ever though its been months since i broken up with him, i havent dated any one since. Because i honestly dont think that its worth it, FOR ME. But that doesnt mean that it wont be for you. This is the time for you to take chances, make mistakes. Its a teenagers job to do so. Its your time to find your place in the world. So good luck in every thing, say golden, and let me know if you need any more advise.
   

5. HappiSt.Cloud 07.05.2012

   Aaw, glad you aren’t too affected by what that dick-head did to you. You deserve better.
   

6. AngelOfMusic 07.05.2012

   I wish I knew how to help… :(
   

7. Bambi 07.06.2012

   Thanks, life goes on and every thing right. Time is of the essance and all that. Worst has happened in the world, despit how horrible that sounds, it can be a comfort sometimes. Not only does any one deserve better than that, they deserve better than having to be affected by it. I guess you could say im made of steal, tough as nails, one of those old anologies…
   

8. HappiSt.Cloud 07.06.2012

   Coola as a cucumber, hey. Hope you’re all right. Same for BrokenWing. We love you all