My goodbye’s

I’m so sad, I keep crying over this, and TAP won’t reply to my Emails and I’m starting to feel like life isn’t worth living without this! MY HEAD IS GOING TO EXPLODE! but I need to say goodbye. I’m so so so so sorry if I forget you, It’s not personal but I know it can hurt!

Twilight mist/misty: I still see you, but I suppose I am moving schools soon. So goodbye my ever trustworthy friend. Thank you dearly for introducing me to TAP which has been my home for almost two years. And remember to show the world your stuff! It is amazing and people need to se it!

Missparkles: I remember you, mizzT and Mary Dee were like the three amigos. I remember being so jealous of all of your writing! It was amazing! That’s why I would post PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE like 100 time on your stories! I promise to join DA and CP and go on WP more (weird! they all end in P!) LOL I also thought your name was Miss Sparkles at first! STUPID BRAIN! LEARN HOW TO COUNT!

Blushie/Caramel/Blush: Blushie, Blushie, Blushie! How could I forget you! You are one of the nicest people on here. You always had something nice to say, and weren’t afraid to say it! I miss you, we have to chat more! I remember You and
Squanky were there when I became a…. SUPA NOVA! That was such an exciting time! I remember you congratulated me when I was featured and go COTW for the first time. You always though of others! And I have to say I terribly miss TWBE! It was amazing and I MUST know the end!

Squanky: You were one of the first people I met. You inspired all of my songs with your amazing songs. I remember you said you were upset when I reminded you of trumpet boy and I felt so bad. You are such a strong personality, and I’m sure I’ll see the name “Rowan Knight” up in lights some day! :)

MizzT: You young lady, have some explaining to do, you started some procrastination war oor something! I miss you sooooooooooooo much! And your amazing doodles! Sorry I mean MASTER FLUPING PIECES! I really wish you had finished NAS, because that was great! I remember when I first spoke to you, it was about the post about religion, saying it had caused drama and it HAD! No offence, it was a simple question, so innocent and pure, and it was taken the wrong way! :(

Becs/Fallen angel/ AIDEN: That’s right FA new name is AIDEN. Becca, I know you will not read this, but you were a good friends, It’s such a shame you changed. I was so irritated with you, I think this site changed you, made you realise you wanted to be different, but I hope you are happy where you are in life :/

DoRayMe (i hope thats right)/ Do: I know you are no longer with us. But for the final time, I would like to apologise. We never got along, and we never would have. But when you left TAP I knew I would miss you. peace! :)

LadyChile: Being Do’s cousin, I can only imagine how painful that was for you! Good luck in the future, I miss you, we only really got along before you left. But still we were good friends.

BlackRabbit: I’m not sure if many people will remember you, your time here was brief, which is probably my fault. I dunno. I remember you asked me if I would be your TAP sister. I was over the moon. You were awesome! I loved your writing! And then I accused you of being FA and we argued and you left.

I know I am such a bad TAPper, I probably have ruined the site for like 100000000000000000 people :/ I’m so sorry :’(

Mary-Dee:I remember the five or six different charries in your head, I remember your made up words, I remember how I would always be slightly annoyed when you corrected me, but also happy that you had taught me! You are awesome! So fun loving and stalker-ish! (JK!!!) I think we all have a stalker in us! Come’on just one more correction frenzie for old times sakes? Bet you can’t find them alll???

Zylaar/Zy: Where do I begin? YOU ARE AMAZING! You are so inspirational. We were never too close, but I believe this was because you were so Dynamic and your own person, such an outstanding being. I suppose sometimes it confuses me, but I love you anyway! I love every single one of you!

CuteDramatic/CuteD: CuteD, at first we weren’t the best of friends! We had our fair share of arguments! I remember when we attempted writing a story together, but I always forgot to email you back so… :/ that failed! But still we did become great friends and I miss you with all my heart! Tell your computer it is stupid for breaking and making you unable to come on TAP!

Kylar morgan/ Carter Morgan: Carter, I should have never stopped calling you that! but It was very hard! I miss your old and new stories, considering I will never know the endings :/ I miss yooou sooooo much!

Angel of Music: You are the shizz! You are so amazing and I wish you could have joined sooner! We got on instantly and you have no idea what your friendship means to me! Don’t stop fighting for this site!

Other I would like to acknowledge but do not have enough time to write a lot about are (SORRY!):

Little Star: I remember how Every Single Word Started With A Capitol Letter! I think it was something to do with your iPod but it was like a trade mark! :) Good luck! ;D

MiriFern: I was so immature compared to you! For example:

Me: SHE’S TOTALLY PREGGERS!

You: I don’t think she is pregnant…

Me: Yeah but they canoodled… you know… canoodled! Didn’t you know that!?

You: No, I did not know they had sex.

it’s like the adams family. You had some amazing poetry! DON’T STOP! ^{Cuz this is thriller…}

Zoe Elise: You make me laugh so much. Unfortunately we haven’t been able to get to know each other! But I love your avatarrr! :)

Juliet Capulet: You are amazing! I miss you so much and hope you continue with your writing. Me and you had a relationship that I had with no one else and that is so special to me :)

Faith: You are an amazing writer, I have no doubt in my mind you will be a famous author! I miss you byeee!

Chiaki/Chi: You have not been on for ages! I miss you we got along so well and that poem you wrote was AMAZING! YOU ARE SO TALENTED!

BlueMagic: Good luck with your next book! I hope all goes well! I looooved your photo so much!

Ally: I haven’t seen you in ages! If I’m honest I found you quite intimidating! Probably because you were so amazing and had been on TAP for years!

Eb55/Eb: You are amazing Eb, you would pop up and then leave again. But you always had an impression on TAP that will be there forever xx :)

Kenzie/Black Rose: You were always so supportive of my writing! I know you liked Shh… and trust me, the ending is predictable enough, so I’mm sure you’ll figure it out! Your and amazing writer! Good luck! :)

Animangaroo: You have not had the easiest life, but you have been so strong! Good Luck and I hope your marriage goes well!

And finally me…

I joined TAP on the 14th of december 2010 (a day before Mary-Dee’s birthday!!!) My first name was Dizzy077, then Silent-seas, then find-purpose (which I found thanks to Angel of Music), then F.U.N.E.H (Free, Unforgettable, Never, Ending, Happiness.) And then back to Silent-seas. It was always my favourite name :) I have had 6 different photo’s. (one was removed because it was a picture of my blowing glitter :/)

I have added recruits (my friends) but they soon left! Made fake accounts! Well just one. Flutterby ir Flutts as I like to call her. She was completely different to me.

I remember I used to be so jealous when you all got COTW and stuff on the zine before me! I had been on for ages! I didn’t get anything posted till my 50th post! I was really upset. But you all deserved it! :)

I REMEMBER OUR DEBATES! They were amazingly fun. All of our games! I rember I made up “the story of song” and… “T.O.W.G. (C.U.P.) B.I.A.B B.A.R.A.P!” which stands for…

The
One
Word
Game

(Counting
Up
Pages)

Because
I
Am
Bored.

Be
As
Random
As
Possible!

I remember “The Lol challenge!” And “Words of poetry” (WOP) on the zine! GOSHH WE ALL HAD SO MUCH FUUN!

I remember I used to be afraid of offending all of you, and always calling you my gurls!

_Side note: It just started pouring with rain and my mum is walking the dog with a three year old! cringe!

I would always say lolsies or Trololol at one point! or put -SS at the end of my stuff.

I remember that warm feel I get when you gurls call me Silent no matter how many times I change my name. I remember how your randomness could make my day. I remember how you can all make me smile when I read your zines without me noticing. I remember how you were all so supportive of my stories, no matter how cheesy and bad they were! I remember how I fell in love with each and every one of you through this site, and I don’t want to let go. I want to save it, but that’s impossible.

You are all inspirational and amazing women, please fight on in you battle with life, because there is no doubt in my mind we can all make it.

I promise I will stay on TAP till it finally dies. But I’m afraid this is the very last time, I write the words you have seen so many times at the end of my posts…

Byeee. Luv ya all! xx -SS